my most special star,
I turned off my Christmas lights wrapped around my bed last night. I immediately saw you outside my window. You were so bright, just as you were when you were here. There were many more stars in the sky, but my god, you were the brightest. I had the perfect view of you when I rested my head on my pillow and looked out my window. I smiled at you for a solid five minutes. After the past few days, I figured you would be disappointed in me. But then I remembered, that’s all the more reason for you to shine on me brighter than you have in a while. I’m crying now, but because my heart is so full of happy feelings that you are my most special star. You really, really are my most special star and I don’t care what anyone has to say about it.
I love and miss you each day.